**i love you Lord
and i lift my voice
to worship you... o my soul rejoice!**
AHH God rocks haha... cant believe how happy He has let me be... really wanna give thanks everyday of my life... cant stop praising the Lord Most High... tokking abt the goodness of God with marcus now... really glad tt God is drawing him closer and closer to Himself... really praise the Lord!! it makes me so happy to see others enjoying the favour of the Lord... its such an amazing thing haha... dunno y i feel so happy now... just really need to let it all out... tho i dun understand so many things, You never stopped loving me for my stupidity but yet You hold me closer in Your embrace each and every day... Im really so happy... its like nothing can ever kill the joy in my heart... tts y i can get sad for like a while but nv for long... feel so blessed... i really think its one of the best gifts tt can ever be bestowed... and i praise Him for giving it to me... and i feel so blessed that in my grp of frens and in my class there are so many christians hu are so open abt their faith... its like such a joy to tok abt the Lord with them... and to build and edify each other... in mg i never had tt... i dunno y... maybe cos its such a christian environment tt pple tend to think tt if ur too religious then ur wierd or "holy"... like in a bad way lah... so maybe everyone like kept their faith vieled... and din dare to let it out... i have to admit i was like dat too... still remeber the speaker hu came for REW and said tt he felt tt it was so oppressive cos everyone had fear in worshiop and everything... i really think he was right... tts y i cried so much during love mg... was like so amazing to truly praise the Lord in mg haha... wierd but true... den like loocy and i were discussing... not really sure how to spread the joy... i oso dunno... i mean like in so many lives i see sadness and pain and fear and i KNOW that God can change their lives can make them happy and loved and wipe the pain away... but yet... how to tell them? how to show them how happy God can make them? show me the way Lord... for i know not what to do... its like i have this zeal in me... this desire... but i cant... just cant... like even if i try... just doesnt get thru...but i know that i must do it for God... and sometimes i feel so scared... i mean like i can answer all my fears and all the obstacles i know wad scripture to read tt can help... but somehow sometimes just cant apply... haihz...
*please just hear Him.. He is crying out to you... why cant you accept that God will lead you out of this nightmare?*
anyway, its abit frustrating when God has blessed me and i know i shld share it but i dunno how to... just pray tt God will guide me in His steps and show me wad to do...
~i praise God
for the love He has shown to me
for the pple i love
for the pple hu love me
for the air that i breathe
for everything that i have
for the comfort and protection of His angels
for JESUS~
i mean really... i have no right to complain ever. i ahve everything anyone could ever want... i have great friends, a wonderful family (albiet abit wierd... but wonderful anyway), no lack of any material possession, i am never stressed by studies... only worried haha... i have a super wonderful amazing bf hu i love so much... my life has so little probs tt my probs are like totally tiny... sometimes i wonder y did God give me this life... y couldnt he have given it to someone else hu may need it more... i dunno... but i know that He has plans to prosper me and to bless me... and tt His love will never fade... i feel so secure in His love... cant believe tt it took me so long to see wad a glorious wonderful experience a relationship with God can be... if i had known i would have been much more attentive in sunday sch hehe... anyway... my fav verse is now ecc 5:19-20... im like totally going to commit it to memory as a reminder of how god has blessed me...
"moreover, when God gives any man wealth and possessions, and enables him to enjoy them, to accept his lot and be happy in his work - this is a gift of God he seldom reflects on the days of his life because God keeps him occupied with happiness of heart"
cant help but love the lord more each and every day... with a God like this...wad more could a girl want? haha...
and i lift my voice
to worship you... o my soul rejoice!**
AHH God rocks haha... cant believe how happy He has let me be... really wanna give thanks everyday of my life... cant stop praising the Lord Most High... tokking abt the goodness of God with marcus now... really glad tt God is drawing him closer and closer to Himself... really praise the Lord!! it makes me so happy to see others enjoying the favour of the Lord... its such an amazing thing haha... dunno y i feel so happy now... just really need to let it all out... tho i dun understand so many things, You never stopped loving me for my stupidity but yet You hold me closer in Your embrace each and every day... Im really so happy... its like nothing can ever kill the joy in my heart... tts y i can get sad for like a while but nv for long... feel so blessed... i really think its one of the best gifts tt can ever be bestowed... and i praise Him for giving it to me... and i feel so blessed that in my grp of frens and in my class there are so many christians hu are so open abt their faith... its like such a joy to tok abt the Lord with them... and to build and edify each other... in mg i never had tt... i dunno y... maybe cos its such a christian environment tt pple tend to think tt if ur too religious then ur wierd or "holy"... like in a bad way lah... so maybe everyone like kept their faith vieled... and din dare to let it out... i have to admit i was like dat too... still remeber the speaker hu came for REW and said tt he felt tt it was so oppressive cos everyone had fear in worshiop and everything... i really think he was right... tts y i cried so much during love mg... was like so amazing to truly praise the Lord in mg haha... wierd but true... den like loocy and i were discussing... not really sure how to spread the joy... i oso dunno... i mean like in so many lives i see sadness and pain and fear and i KNOW that God can change their lives can make them happy and loved and wipe the pain away... but yet... how to tell them? how to show them how happy God can make them? show me the way Lord... for i know not what to do... its like i have this zeal in me... this desire... but i cant... just cant... like even if i try... just doesnt get thru...but i know that i must do it for God... and sometimes i feel so scared... i mean like i can answer all my fears and all the obstacles i know wad scripture to read tt can help... but somehow sometimes just cant apply... haihz...
*please just hear Him.. He is crying out to you... why cant you accept that God will lead you out of this nightmare?*
anyway, its abit frustrating when God has blessed me and i know i shld share it but i dunno how to... just pray tt God will guide me in His steps and show me wad to do...
~i praise God
for the love He has shown to me
for the pple i love
for the pple hu love me
for the air that i breathe
for everything that i have
for the comfort and protection of His angels
for JESUS~
i mean really... i have no right to complain ever. i ahve everything anyone could ever want... i have great friends, a wonderful family (albiet abit wierd... but wonderful anyway), no lack of any material possession, i am never stressed by studies... only worried haha... i have a super wonderful amazing bf hu i love so much... my life has so little probs tt my probs are like totally tiny... sometimes i wonder y did God give me this life... y couldnt he have given it to someone else hu may need it more... i dunno... but i know that He has plans to prosper me and to bless me... and tt His love will never fade... i feel so secure in His love... cant believe tt it took me so long to see wad a glorious wonderful experience a relationship with God can be... if i had known i would have been much more attentive in sunday sch hehe... anyway... my fav verse is now ecc 5:19-20... im like totally going to commit it to memory as a reminder of how god has blessed me...
"moreover, when God gives any man wealth and possessions, and enables him to enjoy them, to accept his lot and be happy in his work - this is a gift of God he seldom reflects on the days of his life because God keeps him occupied with happiness of heart"
cant help but love the lord more each and every day... with a God like this...wad more could a girl want? haha...
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